Monday, August 20, 2007
SHIFTED!
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
may angels guide my princess to heaven.
my dog.. aka ah girl.. aka my family's princess.. passed away in the evening. i just bought a kimono for her to wear when i went to japan.. i rushed back from work.. only to c n touch her cold hard body.. i can't close her eyes.. her expression shows tt she's in pain when she died. it all started when her shit really stank. n she kept vomitting.. her asshole got blood, but my dad n maid tot it was menses. unfortunately, it was not. she barked real loudly b4 she died. when my maid heard her bark, she ran up to c what happen, only to find her lying in her bed, already dead. it just pains me to c her expression, even though she is already dead, she still refuses to close her eyes, as if waiting to c my 2nd bro for the last time.
gone r the days when she would climb on me when i'm fast asleep. i'll miss the days having her bed beside me, welcoming me when i reach home.. n her pretty face.. tonight, is the last night she shall sleep in her bed, beside me.. yes, some of u might think it's gross. but it's my last night with her. i'm gonna cremate her tmr morning. i just want to have her by my side for the last time.
she will be greatly missed by many. those who have seen her would know how pretty she really was. every1 loved her pretty fur, her pretty features.. her slim n petite figure.. i'll miss her smell..
only the maid was around when ah girl pass away. she contacted my mum, who was with my dad eating at jurong point. n they rushed back. my mum called me n my bro @ work, saying it was urgent. after work, i n my bro shared a cab back. my bro's gf also rushed to our house coz she loves to play with our dog, always saying how pretty she looked, how light n nice she is to carry.. paul borrowed his uncle's car and also rushed all the way down. i wanna thank him for rushing to that vet which provides cremation service just to get a form and also relevant information b4 coming to my house to make sure i'm fine.
to pple who have dogs, play with them more often. u'll start to miss the times u didn't hv time to play with it when your hands touch the cold, hard body. tt's an advice i would like to give to all those dog owners out there.
Ah Girl
Aged 6
[18.05.2001 - 16.08.2007]
Greatly missed loved ones.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
my 2nd bro
hi pple, i'm back from japan. in this entry, i wanna introduce to u.. my maid. i'll tell more abt my trip to japan in my next entry. there's just too much to write. ok, so here's my maid.
yes. this is a really good maid coz his hiring fee is really cheap. just gotta translate the menu to him, n if u dunno or translate wrongly, it still doesn't matter. yeah, so he does lotsa stuff like wake me up after he showers in the morning telling me it's my turn.. when i go shower, he asks me what i would like to drink in the morning n he will prepare for me.. carrys my bag when my shoulders ache.. packs the luggage bag with all the souveniors nicely on the last day.. basically i dun need to worry abt anything la.
i caught these 2 toys from those arcade machines..
n i was lazy.. so..
to end this, i hope she rests in peace.
じゃあ。
Monday, August 06, 2007
living in a lie
there are mant things i would like to say. however, due to the certain reasons, i can't type it out 100% clearly. but here goes..so peeps, have you tried living in a lie..? living day to day.. having to cover up just to avoid gossips? it's quite terrible actually.. if u think abt it..
n is "busy" an excuse? i hope not.. these few days.. i've been trying to call a friend to talk to.. only to get the excuse that he is "busy".. sometimes.. all tt person need is 5 mins.. if only some1 who understood turned up.. another 1 wouldn't have commited suicide. perhaps.. he doesn't understand this logic.. n thus the reply "busy, some other day".. i dun believe that calling umpteen times and smsing.. only the smses returns..
not that i dun have others to call or whatsoever. i just tot tt he would be the most suitable candidate to call, tt's all.
n yes pple, i've been losing my appetite recently. where the hell my big appetite went, i wonder too. lost abt 2 kgs since 1.5 weeks ago. hope i dun collapse so soon. me and my frequent tummyaches, headaches.. etc.
i'll be MIA from 8 August 2007 - 15 August 2007. Till then..
じゃあ。
Sunday, August 05, 2007
puppet
stop manipulating my thoughts. the more you force me into it, the more i will rebel. i hope this will end soon. i'm not any1's puppet.じゃあ。